Sunday, July 08, 2007
Moderation.
Life has been busy. The good kinda busy. Yet, I feel all so free at the same time. Campus is beautiful. Not in the classic sense but I simply love the architecture. The buildings are mostly at least a century old. It's summer now and I like how empty it is here. When fall comes around it's going to be a mad rush. There's this huge lawn they call the Oval. It has paths running across and along it with a sparse scattering of tall trees. Now during the summer time, UV loving white chicks tan themselves wearing nothing more than overglorified pieces of cloth (bikinis). Although I actually have to walk all the way across the Oval to get to class (classes in the North of campus), I'm actually beginning to like it. It smells of freshly mowed grass (well they mow it a couple of days once) and the wind is refreshing instead of the still air in class.
I actually like my lecturers. They are awesomely nice. I have plenty of choices for dining. I am too lazy though (not surprising) so I go to the dining commons near my place. It's called the Marketplace. There is rice, sushi, pasta, pizza, wraps, salads, soups etc. I love my cave (translation: room). Yeah. KC, my roommate is practically as messy as I am and we both live like slobs. I do laundry in the basement where they have washing machines and dryers. It's really quiet and I can actually get some work done. Although I wasn't really the greatest social butterfly back in KL, I feel like I've dropped a level lower here. Sometimes I don't feel like meeting new people at all, or making the effort to go out and mix around. I guess I became too complacent with my life in KL. Small talk becomes boring and dull.
Sometimes I feel like some people expect too much. They think you don't know what they want. They think you don't know how they think. They even have the gall to think that you don't realise anything. Well news for you buddy. I DO know what you want. I DO know how you think. Don't even insinuate I dont realise. Here's a low blow. I DO realize but I DO NOT WANT to do anything about it. So don't just assume I don't know you well enough. Don't ASSUME you know ME well enough. Just because I remain quiet doesn't mean you keep going. If it's too complicated to comprehend, don't try. Don't waste either my time or yours.
Certain things are simple. If you feel or think a certain way towards a subject, act like you do. If I hurt your feeling, I certainly am sorry but don't presume to get anything more from the way you've acted.
The heat of summer.
travelled through my head at 5:05 PM